Spilled red wine on the couch. Got up to get a cloth to wipe it up. Decided I should wash the pans that had been sitting there for 24 hours. Washed the pans. Saw the coffee pot. Decided I'd get coffee ready to make in the morning. Got the coffee ready, went to go sit down and realized there was red wine on the couch.
This is the story of my life. I've been sitting here for the last however many hours on the TV and computer, while PILES of clean laundry are sitting in the other room waiting to be folded, and I'm miles behind on the work I have to get done. It's so frustrating! But the guilt I feel for sitting here, doesn't seem to motivate me to move my ass!
I have been looking into coaching. I've been to counselors multiple times. Part of me still feels like this is all in my head--not a real "condition" at all--just a lack of character on my part. Geez, by 40 I thought I'd have it all figured out...
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